i'd just realise one thing: my list of things that i'd always wanted to do isn't going to materialise easily anytime soon. it's not necessarily a bad thing i mean. just that i guess i've been procrastinating on all of them. or for some cases, i reckon i won't be able to achieve the task anyway and gave up before even trying. well yes i probably wouldn't want to try scratching up a dance track of my own that easily, but i suppose it should be just as fun drafting up a stop-motion animation right? well that's a yes-but. yes i can try, but it'll take me a while to figure a good plot/storyline for it to work. do you have dreams? i suppose most of us have had dreams since we were young but eventually we let go of our dreams as we get older. why exactly do we let them go, or do we really ever let go of those things at all? maybe there's always some things we've wanted to do but never really had the chance to. the circumstances we are in simply doesn't allow it probably... i might call this the human condition. or maybe simply the problem with growing up. as people age we rationalise our thoughts and filter away those wishes to be shelved in a dark corner. when then can these wishes come true? i suppose a very sad but true condition in the real world is that the person must be financially capable, with ample time to spare too. rare cases, don't you think? people who fall into this group are either retired millionaires, or young volunteers who are willing to give up their everything to chase their dreams. the rest of us mundane city dwellers just have to suck it up and continue with our lives.
just a moment of thoughts that flooded my mind, that. i know it's christmas but all the festive cheer seemed to edge on these lamenting ideas of mine.
*thanks for being there...*
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