peculiar day.

i got back my... assignment. the crappy report document. i got 15.5 over 20. good i suppose. =_=" and then i saw my group members both got 16.5 each. HAHAHA... sianz. they 2 angmohs get 1mark more lol... but apparently the rest of the tutorial class some didn't get good grades. i guess i'll just be satisfied with what i've got. one thing good about this group i'm with to work on a project, is these 2 angmohs are pretty zai. one of them even works for the city council here. good resource. hehe...

our group member isn't doing his work. in fact, he hasn't really done any concrete work (aka lines of code/material that we can use). jason's pretty disappointed already. i niao that fella between our lesson when we had one hour break. well ok not really niao. i just hounded him for a deadline. haha i wasn't too annoying but i was repeating myself pretty much. he could barely give an answer. =_=" it's a moral dilemma for us, whether to expose him for the lazy asshole he is, or cover up for him (jason's doing a good job of this so far) even if it's to help him just pass.

there was a presentation for one of my silly subject, that WWN one. it's for our progress report for whatever we're working on. lasts a stupid 2 minutes per person. sheesh. and apparently from what i'd sat through, i was the only person in that tutorial who had some sort of screen shots to show on the slides.

• some were doing their 6000-word essay so there's nothing to show in their case.
  
• some, however, who were doing the programming project as i am, showed up with bare hands. they drew on the whiteboard for that.
  
• the few chinese nationals were showing their usual bad english, which probably is forgiveable.

so basically everyone talked about their research and what they had done, without showing what exactly they had done. except for me. not to say i'm anal, but these people hardly take their work seriously. yes maybe some may think the 2minutes of crapping isn't worth their time to come up with a presentation, but it's part of the assessment after all isn't it? -sigh- i won't say i have good content for my presentation, but the least there was stuff to show them and keep their eyes occupied while i ramble on nonsensically/incoherently.

screw that. i've got a number of new assignments, with old ones still hanging around. just trying to get my work done.

i would like to repeat myself. i know i said this before but heck. i try to blog every single day. why? i've got lousy memory. i might be senile already. i can hardly recall what i'd done the day before, or what i'd bought, where i'd been to(if i didn't follow the school timetable). and i'm also worried that one day, i'll get amnesia. and i'll forget what i'd done before. so i can... recollect my memories here. yes it sounds a little drastic, but that's one of my fears. lol... i mean it. i'm afraid that one day, i'll wake up not knowing who i am, where i am, how did i live. it may turn out to be a good thing. or a bad thing. nobody knows. i'll write about my other silly fears another time. there's one about my family... haha damn i'm just so insecure about some stuff. it's just i hardly bother to think about these things. 'cos i've got better things to do than worry. but the worries are still there. haha this is so contradicting. oh well...

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