Sunday, March 07, 2004

word vomit... not a clean sight.

i guess she needed badly to let go... why did i hold her back? selfish? oddly enough, like i have her love but not her person... (or do i have that at all?) reverse of those drama shows on tv... distant...
 
how do i make up for it? can't provide her security... the cineleisure thingy she still brooding over it big time. i was definitely much younger n more ballsless then. why did i rush? probably was better off giving us(her) a month to think it over...

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