counting down

really feels like i'm getting older... not doing much to get myself past this birthday.

oh and i went for an interview today. it was in the late evening, but i was early. too early in fact. despite the torrential rain. unfortunately i still had to wait for the interviewer for a bit. i'd parked in the visitors' lot again, and signed in with a visitor's pass. the HR exec in charge was there and brought me up into a meeting room. it was a triangular room of sorts. on one side was a wooden door, apart from that are 2 glass walls, and another wall with cabinets and a projector screen. i believe i'd waited for about 20 minutes or more. then in came a lady. she was probably in her late 30s, believably pregnant in executive attire. she was to be my interviewer. from what i'd overheard from the HR exec over her phone conversation, this lady was holding a managerial position, and possibly the director for a particular department in there.

to sum things up, i didn't think she was very impressed with what i have to offer. we'll see.

i have this sudden feeling of pent up frustration that i keep wanting to vent with no where to go to vent it. it's the kind that makes you want to scream out loud, shoot things at targets, throw things, smash things and basically beat up something.

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