do you do the limbo rock?

just taking a bit of a break today. not really break. just not doing anything productive, but still working on my stuff. i think i had a dream. but i can't remember what it was about. i think i was dreaming that i went for a job. HAHAHAHAHA... xD it's children's day all over the world tomorrow! like it's any of my business. my holiday is coming to an end and i don't think i enjoyed it one bit. less stress yes, but not enjoyment either.

i realise i'm in a constant or frequent state of limbo. after graduating from polytechnic, i was in limbo until i got enlisted. and although i wasn't in limbo after that, it was mostly because i was too busy getting pumped and stuff like that. then came the time to ORD, but the period before that gave me a feeling of limbo too. and after i ORD, there were months of limbo. while waiting for my flight over to aussie land, that. so i reached australia, for the first week or so, i was in limbo. this time i had jason with me to limbo together. i guess we had to grit our teeth for that first session. but i think i felt it another limbo stance. hanging on until the next session comes. then came the month long holiday that i flew back to singapore in. you guessed it, yet another period of limbo. then it's time to study again after returning here until now. i guess the same feeling comes back when something is about to end. this is the second session and is the last one too. so it's probably appropriate. what about when i graduate? fly back to singapore with my degree? and i'll be in limbo once again. until i find a job that is. then on, we'll see if i'll get into any more limbo rock. maybe to do with promotions and stuff. ah yes. the part about probation periods. that's another limbo. and then it'll be down to the main event at long last. if i ever get there that is. but hang on! i think it'll b another limbo! because i'd be waiting to gain enough experience and get some sort of pay increment and/or promotion!

that's it. i'm coming to the stupid conclusion that life is just a limbo rock. forever waiting for the next stage to arrive. no wonder some people just take the shortcut and get to the finish line before anyone else does. i'm not going to turn suicidal like them though. just sitting in for the ride i guess. so hang on tight. it's going to be quite a ride. -yawn-

i love to rant. incoherently.

*guey*