the bottom line is...

i have to admit i'm not a very interesting person. like it or not, i must say i believe i'm rather... backward. i shall next proceed to describe some bad points about myself. i like making lists anyway...

• i crack lame jokes - 90% of the time the jokes i make are lame. the people in my group during my 5 day stay at outward bound singapore told me so, the whole lot. and of course not forgetting practically everyone else. so yeah i guess i'd been trying too hard. =_=
• i can be superbly anal - given a good day, i'd have comments (mostly criticisms) for almost everything, even if nobody asked me for my opinion. that probably annoys a hell lot of people.
• i always think i'm right - occasionally. i probably would know that i might be in the wrong but i'll still insist i'm right, which is totally anal as well.
• i just don't get it - no matter how people explain situations or rationale to me, i just don't. the hamster up in my head was probably taking a vacation each time that happens. maybe it went to visit my hamster in this blog of mine.
  
• i'm pointless - i make pointless comments. 'nuf said.
  
• i sound incoherent - sometimes. or i basically don't make any sense. rambling nonsense perhaps.
  
• i'm extra - needs no explanation.

other than the above, i sometimes do make the effort to get things done i suppose. but sometimes, these efforts are... inefficient. there are probably better ways to do what i had done, but NOoooo i HAD to do things THAT way, which is not as good.

so basically my character is flawed. i can be nice some of the time, but otherwise i'm a real pain in the neck IF i'm not being an asshole.

now wasn't that informative?

if you think i'm feeling... un-up, you're probably right. self-doubt occurs frequently, especially in times of excess work. i'm not surprised if i get this often, even though i don't post it up here.

some headlines for the day:
some fokkers in the sky ...guess what will be patrolling the straits of malacca soon.
more red tape shit from the katrina in US ...i think the trashy news from US are just trying to make the situation sound real bad on Bush, even though i don't think too highly of him.
mp3 players may cause hearing loss ...this was plucked from my friend's blog lah... but if you own a portable audio player, maybe it's time to think twice hehe...

in a blink of an eye, it's already week 8. time flies when you are having _fun_ here. lessons end on week 13. followed by a study week and 2 weeks set aside for exams. i just managed to catch a breather here for a while. then it's back to my assignments. *sigh*

i'm attached to a girl, and i love her yes i do.

oh and before i forget... 2 days back, my parents were on video conference with me. and my nephew sang 老鼠爱大米 to me. took me a while to figure out that the lyrics sounded familiar. but it was so adorable...
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