here we go again?

have everyone been to mess yet? scroll to the bottom of the page and find out more. the display pictures can be dynamic. aka DDP, dynamic display picture. go find out how to get yrs. it's not really legal but everyone's doing it! i'm joining in, hehe...

having woke up around 1.30pm, i feel out of sorts. my mind is empty, blank, void, stoned. sleeping at odd hours screws up your mind i believe. maybe i'll sleep early tonight. i'm in some sort of a moody, bitchy, pissy attitude mode now. well yes, do correct me if i'm not supposed to be bitchy. erm, doggy? dodgy? whatever. moodswing is here again i suppose. biorhythm down. hey maybe this is my version of the pms. only not as messy nor agonising. just very highly pissed up.

will try to get some work done. just hope i don't fall asleep doing it too soon. beginning to feel like a hermit. i think i'm making myself this way. my streaks of anti-socialism is showing again. and i think i should stop being plugged in 24/7.

in fact i do feel like going for a drive. driving around aimlessly. but a) not nice to drive around alone and leave jason behind, b) not that familiar with this place, c) petrol costs, d) the car isn't too powerful and might die on me easily. i miss my car. miss driving aimlessly from PIE to ECP to SLE to KJE to CTE... and to CBD.

how does one get work from the internet? anyone got a clue? really feel like going out there to start making money. this sucks. studying sucks. oh ok soon enough people will be telling me working sucks more. schooling prepares people for the real world. which sucks just as much if not more.

i don't care if my post has no structure really. i pretty much know i'm typing nonsense and not making sense. this is a real sad case, really.

*it sucks to be me*