on the plane

i'll wrote this during the flight and i was pretty much bored stiff and can't get to sleep.

i'm on the flight in sq221 en route to sydney, australia. i suppose everyone knew or heard about it by now. it's still sunday. 10.30pm. i'm pretty sure you have something on if you didn't come send me off. oh yes thanks for that mms, lynn. i received and sms on my singapore hp but my dad's old phone didn't seem to be working so i didn't manage to read it. whoever that sent it pls email me whatever you intended to tell me in the msg. just now earlier on when i bade farewell to everyone at the check-in gate my parents didn't watch me walk thru the door. my mum probably would have cried... so would i. i'm leaving behind all that is familiar, headed to unfamiliar territory for a long period of time. our classmates were there. i guess i'm so overwhelmed i can't quite even let a tear drop.

and another one after that when we were pretty much left with 2-3hrs to landing.

dunno what feeling is this. a sense of nothingness. the movies were good. i wanted Lord of the Rings part 3 of the trilogy among others. they also had "Shall we Dance" and "Alfie" and "Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon" and more... i had Chicken for dinner. it's basically just chicken but they gave it a flowery name. i got this urge to cry. but i can't. the cabin's pretty warm. very warm in fact. i'm having my third glass of water and i haven't slept a wink. jason's been tossing and turning trying to get some sleep for a few hours already. left about 2hrs to reach. we're nearing the sky over adelaide. numb? i guess so.