Friday, January 14, 2005

confessions of my character

i think i'm majorly flawed. the following may be a tad explicit and you might not want to read it if you always have a good impression of yours truly and don't wish to spoil the image. maybe when i'm done you people can laugh it off.

  • has quite an ego sometimes
  • attempts to discuss things calmly first
  • will use soft approach more
  • puts on a brave front
  • chronic forgetfulness
  • chronic late-arrival(10mins or so)
  • lame jokes
  • cries when really unhappy
  • prefers trance/house music
  • pop is fine too
  • goes for solo car cruises when down
  • if i'm happy, i'll babble nonstop
  • if i'm really happy i'll rant and complain about other people
  • hurt my feelings and i might return the favor
  • make people feel bad about things they did to me
  • behave superior to some (aka xia lan)
  • enjoy pornography often(hmm ok used to)
  • ogle at the opp gender on the road
  • something is wrong when i behave nonchalant
  • love to go skating but have no proper company
  • been known to be an ah-gong aka not streetwise
  • geeky?
  • forgive but not forget
  • but i don't bring up old issues in a debate/disagreement
  • if people did something i disapprove of unintentionally, i let it slide
  • believe that a god exists but don't follow any religion (atheist?)
  • on/off miser(when i'm in the mood)
  • don't mean to be hostile if i don't wish to help out. might have my own problems.
  • try to please everybody
  • hate you only when you'd killed a person or something along that line
  • get angry at situations not people
  • get angry only for a brief moment
  • don't like to quarrel much
  • suck at debating, that's why
  • when i'm too hostile, people ignore me
  • when i'm too friendly, i might sound flirty
  • personally i don't swear much
  • translates "duh" as more offending than "fuck you"
  • gladly help as tech support over the phone if you asked nicely
  • picks my nose in front of you if it's terribly irritated
  • scratch an itch (i try to be) discreetly cos it's itchy
  • at unsightly places of myself
  • may have insecurities about myself
  • doesn't like the hard approach(there's a saying in cantonese: the more you press, the more shit comes out)
  • an average person with average skills on average thinking making average achievements
  • i ask stupid questions
  • i give indirect replies to simple questions (e.g.: "Are you hungry?" "i ate noodles just now")
  • i'd always believed the money my parents gave me was never mine. i'll return them one day.
  • i'm more resilient to physical pain than emotional torture
  • sometimes i'm brief and concise
  • other times, i nag and rant like nobody's business, like now

whoah information overload. too much info! now that i got this off my chest, i'll head to my bed. gawd i think i'm feeling really down to put all that in here. but thanks for reading. check out the time i posted this entry. it's close to 5 in the morning and i'm still awake.

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