night time action!

here comes days of night trg after midnight... eek... KO in the mornings... half day offs for free...
got dragged to cineleisure with cal n rach for a movie. "starsky n hutch"?! madness...

it's been a while~

ok i was damn busy with the parade drills... confirmed my designs with spec r on friday and had dinner at neptune court... anniversary dinner... 50 1st dates movie, with rachel, calvin & siobhan(uh her name's pronounced shervon), went home alone... sorry calvin... should have offered to help send rachel back at least... he did all the work... she lives in uh... jurong?! haha
 
saw "starsky n hutch"... lame but funny haha... by fluke of accident met WKL... apparently he knows somebody X3 who knows me. eek... "walking tall" sux.
 
got myself a new phone line with m1! 8100 1603! new series so fun! under my name somemore~

let go?

drill rehearsal in nee soon... what a back ache i had... met rach & joanne at night and hang ard awhile... popped over amelia's place... i'll really go mental if i dun drop her thing off. left it at her doorstep. she dun wana see me.   should i move on? no idea... maybe shd hang loose now. don't wana hurt anybody. including myself.
 
hang loose!

worst nightmare ever...

ok had my hair cut at last yesterday. attended weiwen's birthday... and den down to bugis junction, had my sim card replaced. i swear there's something wrong with it... surprise surprise! met sam out with amelia there... hope my parent's didn't see them... said hi & left for dinner at home...
 
eek... went mental n threatened her i'll burn her rosary. ok fine i dun tink i'd have the heart to do it much less balls.

into the mirror is kinda scary but sad

saw into the mirror with adeline... gee scary... and uh... met ivan with his friend jeff in taka b4 the show started...oops... tsk tsk ivan going esmirada again... there was this fashion show at the concourse of taka... new to singaporeans i bet.
 
oh and the show wasn't too bad really... at least there's a plot. altho i dun understand korean. hahaha...

day off!

one day off! polished the lancer with daddy and went workshop hunting with him after lunch... found this Soh Guan Chuan in Ubi... abit not user friendly. tried spec R instead. great pains to locate! didn't know the shifted... to a location that wasn't even their own garage front! $300 for the deal of both sides, skirting and bonnet... $50 deposit, thanks dad!
 
something constructive today at least... typed up 2 pages worth of advice for my understudy, followed by another round island drive... this time round, 45km... here's the checkpoints.

• home
• paya lebar
• katong
• ecp
• aye
• nuh
• sth buona vista
• pasir panjang
• alexandra
• tanglin
• orchard
• selegie
• upp thomson
• marymount
• amk ave 1
• boundary rd
• home

another 1hr burnt like that. sadness still... trying not to think abt u... i don't do rebounds. haha... think i'm going psycho. x_X

going haywire...

to think i was wondering what happened to her y she din reply sms... am i getting too scary like this? she KO after chionging... i tot she went overseas or ignoring me or even soething bad happened(choy!)
been thinking i'll do the flower thing when i get her new office address... or to her home...
 
met karen n her fren audrey(hi~) and went karen's home to fix her pc... erh ok fine i din do much cos the pc got scared in my presence n behaved itself.
 
had a meeting with 3 alumni ppl at singapore post... to fold & prepare some loads of envelopes & letters to be sent out for an event... 4 of us?! what was i thinking?!?!!

Letter for A

hi it's been 5 weeks since u said those painful words. i've given it some thought on your question why do i need you. you provide my emotional support, my desire to prepare for our future together. you are my will to carry on and had always been there for me.
 
true as i know you may no longer feel the same, perhaps cannot feel that way at all anymore, but i wono't give up getting you back, not so soon. i'm no quitter. i gave myself time to cool off and think for these few weeks. it will soon be time to take action. time to woo you back like we just knew each other. loving you deeply...
 
you once mentioned you rather _receive_ than to _give_. so i wonder if that applies to affection too...? i certainly hope it does...
 
miss u.

scary dream...

just had a scary dream! erm i'm s'pose 2 b on sb... but aniwae... dreamt of a eod activation... =_= 2nd time already!

slack day...

had a 3km run yesterday... shopping with parental units and evening out with yc, alfred, ek & ivan for Hellboy. stop over at esmirada n had half a pint of hoegaarden... whee... 2am reach home, 7.30 to columbarium with family X_x after that i KO till 1pm dammit... slack at home the rest of the day... zzz...

chionging days~

zzz yesterday RSM COC, downed 5 tigers and found the names of the tiger beer girls evelyn adeline jorin & pam... hi... hahaha... sobered up after a mac cone courtesy of leon n home by cab after 2hrs. devil's bar by midnight w/ jon + leon... 1st time to clubbing! ya i'm serious! thanks to LKF + dexter. and amelia's there courtesy of sam. they would have watched a movie if not for devil's bar lure. freaked out on the dance floor dancing away... and newton for a drink by 5am... hangover... happy good friday!

another wish list~

feeling lost & confused. here's a list of things i wana do...

• paint lancer's brakes red even if it requires dismantling of the tyres (of course need 2 buy paint first)
• stick decal along doors/side of lancer
• exchange my phone with dad
• tidy up my table top
• try to win her back
• keep X at a distance

not good. grouchy me lately very. miss her still. a lot. still chats friendly. would i kill it off totally if i initiate a pursuit? she did mention she rather be on the receiving end. applies to affection?

to be or not to be...

sent her >2 smses today. no replies. ignoring me already eh? headed to zee10 with jon sam leon joseph + amelia last night. 1x illusion & 1x pint hoegaarden. ecp  play pool till 2am. send sam n amelia home... am i giving up? should i let go? know me too well liao not good to come back right?
 
=_=  today afternoon went cineleisure with karen... zero hour can u believe it... my bank a/c dropped almost 1k! not good! going into deficit liao...

late out of camp... urgh

sheesh what a day... 2x activations today... sb out for 5sounds(poor jonathan it was false), and p1 out for 3sounds down at changi v. right after another... tsk tsk...
 
left camp after some briefing, hitched a ride with kim boon, zzz on the bus home... nobody to find for dinner *whine* stayed home the afternoon for xbox! unlocked 2 more series of car whahaha...
 
ryan was so adorable at dinner time! stared at reflections of us in the table and the other new pair of parents he has inside... so cute!
 
took a dip in the jacuzzi with my dad... back hurts n numb... sheesh... saddening. missed the old days... urgh...