it took me a while

so i pretty much disappeared for a while lately. it's cos of this. my portfolio for the past homework i'd worked on... and then some... HEALTH ADVISORY WARNING! You may feel nauseous, and might be intensely grossed out upon laying your eyes on some of the layouts in there. Please seek medical assistance if you feel discomfort or flashing of your whole life across your eyes in general.

ok welcome back. you were unconscious for 2 days but the witch doctor said you would recover after drinking some elephant piss so we had to jack off the nearest proboscidea just to save you...

uh yeah... i did my portfolio in blogspot. i'd been desperately retrieving all my past works these days! it was pretty hard work and all... and once again, here's a list!

• my workhorse computer is slow,
• my works, though archived, are all over the place in the depths of my harddisk,
• some require setting up special software to run(Coldfusion, JSP, ASP, databases...),
• some are hidden in my old harddisks,
• everytime i switch harddisks i have to power on/off my computer and work in DOS mode (omg!)

doubt it'd come as any surprise to some of you. yes i'm averagely fluent in DOS commands. oh great, what's DOS you say? it's like that Windows XP you use. only it's all black, no mouse, needs you to type in stuff to make it work, and it does only one thing at a time.

and that's not the end of it. i think i just found another one or two more of my works...

i jus caught Get Rea! on CNA. see that xiaxue blog of a stranger i have there? media whore indeed. lol... i think she looks better in her blog with photoshop. oh yeah Diana Ser had her camera on bloggers in this episode. but i barely caught a third of the show. so i can't comment too much. one guy was disillusioned at 17 about blogging saying it gives you low self-esteem and plenty of self-pity. another girl said it saved her suicidal life. and xiaxue... well... she's just taking it all in. seems it's just how everyone looks at it individually right?

people pop in here to say "hi how are you? i've been busy with my own life but i dropped by to see how you have been doing." underneath the fun convenience of the shoutbox it also brings out the human side of the internet... rantings aside(i know this post is putting you to sleep possibly cos short of rants), i'd like to thank you for reading this as a person who cares!