hrmm i've got conflicting sides to me, not uncommon anyway. here's why.
Side A
i resentful of the ppl that indirectly caused me to be on duty this last week before i ORD. but somehow i mostly have myself to blame. messes up my probable plans to probably find some probable work. and ppl are asking me what am i doing in camp still. and some say i sign on.
Side B
i get bored sick stuck at home all this while! going out every single other day is not healthy to the wallet either... so i'm left with staying home to park in IRC plus play online game. hrmm whatever happened to my xbox collecting dust... it's still gathering it's own forces of dust bunnies downstairs. so it's not a bad thing to be getting some work done in camp. helping them out the last days that i am able to. and i don't have that much things to do in camp anyway. it's just hanging around like a ghostly stench that won't go away until the rites have been performed and the pink ic surrendered to the ghost aka yours truly.
hehe seriously... i'm gonna miss my job. not the crappy stuff. the stuff that gets us out of camp and on the streets to
- keep things safe,
- look cool doing our jobs,
- talk to other agencies,
- talk to chicks (oops),
- ransack people's luggages (legally),
- poke our noses in everything ppl do,
- sitting in vehicles others don't get to sit in,
- having ppl gawk at what we do,
- having privy to info where most ppl don't,
- access to sensitive + dangerous knowledge (shhhhh),
and basically doing stuff that normal ppl just don't understand.
this world is short of ppl like my colleagues, so self-sacrificing. no, really. i mean it. from the bottom of my colon. despite the varying personalities and unique traits, i'm sure they can make things happen without (too much) hiccups when the need arises. i hope. especially with me not around anymore in future. XD
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