ah maybe it's the rain. or maybe it was this lady's blog. i'm feeling jaded. got that sinking feeling. no. i'm pretty sure it's not because of A1. not anymore. just wondering what to do with my life after i ORD. after i get a degree. in a way i guess i want to be successful. heck, who doesn't? do let me know in a few years' time. if i turn more materialistic. will i get a sports coupe? get a better dress sense? suppose i can afford those but lost a part of me that i have now.
i've seen ppl go into the working world and change into a different person. maybe they don't realise it. maybe they do, but think it's for the better. maybe they're right. so tell me, when i start to work - a perm/stable job i mean - did i change, by a lot or little bit, more refined or more of a jerk?
for now i just feel i'd just floated off shore off the beach called NSF gradually... floating to the big ocean. let's hope i dun get washed away and drown in the nothingness. must be too free nowadays. filled with emotions. seems a lot of things happening to ppl around me. but no these things dun involve me. just somehow i empathise with these ppl with their situations or whatnot.
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City here: yes ppl do change. Going to the workforce is another stage of live and we will all change cos of the environment. Don't need to worry so much abt the future. At least you are getting somewhere. =]and thats what planning is all about?
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