seemed too easy

hrmm i managed to squeeze abt 24 good quality mp3 into the 128MB mmc for my mp3 player kekeke... there's this shiok feeling abt doing that at last. considering i blew abt SGD600 (approx if i convert from JPY) on that damn little device. so my sunday was not all that exciting, but it was alright i guess... went back to camp at night...

this morning when i woke up... i was like... still felt i was sleeping at home! haha then wondering where's that bright window beside my bed gone. nothing much doing today, ie: slacked in camp. afternoon popped over to emart. after purchasing the "limited stock" sandals, i found that my credits were actually more than what I remembered. apparently the system pumped more credits into my account possibly due to the last 4mths of my service. hehehe... so i bought the new duffel bag too. it comes with 2 wheels to drag on the floor, totally black and has carrier handles for sling and hand carry. definitely bringing it to aussie. imagine i had to lug it from simei (ACS dropped me off there, can't complain much ahha) to paya lebar mrt, cross an overhead bridge, board the bus home, and lug it up the slope of the hill. urgh it's jus plain heavy with all the stuff i had inside.

okay so A1 re-add-ed me in friendster. glad to hear... she's found someone. i think. not that i'd wanna probe to confirm that. yet. so hence i guess i've been forced to conclude on the fact that the matters of the heart is not as easy to overcome as it seems. who's to say she's wrong in fighting for her own happiness if she ain't getting any?

i must confess, these days despite going out with friends here and there and everywhere... it's just plain lonely sometimes. i figure i've this flaw in my character. i'm kinda over-possessive+manipulative+control freak. that's scary, right? let's just wait and see. when i fly away, will i have changed? when i return to sg, will i have changed even more? when i'm back and with a stable job, will everyone have changed? will there be anyone here for me? we'll see...

it's back again. the heart+gut wrenching feeling that's indicating this never-departing sorrow in me. nevertheless, i'd wish A1 all the best. having no wish to make her go berserk or whatnot irritated, i suppose it'll be best to refrain from contacting her too much. maybe the occasional hi's and byes online. the once in a blue moon crappy sms joke. shouldn't be thinking abt her anymore. esp not when she's with someone else. best of luck.

this little sneaky fella...

okae so i managed to avoid getting back to camp on thursday night. how did i do it? hrmm i kinda did it the blackmail way. i had to help superior attend this dinner with the foreigners before they fly off on saturday, and it's sorta past working hours... so with the lack of ppl to attend due to ops duties, i got pulled in. which isn't exactly a bad thing. i did the run and got changed without a shower =yuk= our do wasn't too keen on clearing arms so i kinda made some noise to dear mr oc n he did something abt it, and i got back home by 7. =_= aniwae, off to the civil service club(dempsey road) and dropped by samy's curry. ok great so they had all sorts of curry. chicken, mutton, fish head curry... they served food on a banana leaf! so ladida the thing ended 10 but i managed to get permission to stay out and return to camp next morning for attending the dinner. hehehe evil person yes i am. ^_^

so friday was slack in the morning. but hey at least after lunch and some fiddling with access on the "new" pc in our office(finally) i had a challenging game of Abalone with CWM. i think i'm jus dumb playing with him. okae so we had work outside camp by late afternoon, but at least i managed to get home before 7pm (about same timing as per normal knock off days). went home and out to comex. bought a 128MB mmc for $39. not too bad. jus plain crowded but i manage to glide my way thru without any bags or clutter alone.

saturday took the day off(last time anybody will ever do that for a saturday!) so come again late afternoon another round of work. gawd it was great to have the location so near home... =X
when i was done, out i went after a change of clothes at home, to meet my friends. suntec was @#$% crowded and jammed.

ladida come sunday 530 wake up grr... of all places... so far away... the west side wor... -sigh- i tot i'd take an hour to reach but i took barely 20mins+ but nonetheless i had time to squat and also time 4 breakfast. -phew- work starts, and the crowd was amazing. so many ppl looking at us work =_= and so many girls that are presentably good to look at -drools- hahaha it's one of those rarer days of work. reached home by 10+ and fiddled with my new mmc abit. and so the story goes...didadi...

the end of happy days!

-sigh- there goes my happy days of stay out. never been to an exercise that required us to stay out before... pure enjoyment... but alas, tmr is the last day and this is the final night i shall stay up so late at home.

so i've been a bad boy consecutively these few days... tsk tsk... why do i keep such late hours... =X as for the silly exercise, the actual scene barely took 3hrs. wham, bang, thank you ma'm. never had an exercise that requires vetting either. we had rehearsals too. those dudes really hardly know nuts. or they simply vowed not to reveal a drip on their inner workings. idiots.

today wasn't much anyway. was in own camp in the morning, then back to sister unit's side for rehearsal after lunch. admittedly, their cookhouse food is pretty much acceptable... the muslim food anyway. and i still manage to squeeze in some shut-eye in between the rehearsals and stuff. happy hour involved a meal with spicy otak, satay among other asian cuisine. by the time i returned home it's already abt 8pm.

-sigh-

why do i keep late nights? bad habit. naughty boy. zzz~

what a run!

darn it yesterday woke up damn early! 5am... long time nv wake that time liao. drove down to seletar, made full use of my temp pass to bypass the checks (hehehe...) and found a parking lot. by the time i made my way down to the slipway i found myself having the *urge* sadly... so i made my way back to the car to get some paper and made my way to the nearest squatter to do my stuff. =X not that i wanna provide too much info but just that it's kinda spooky over there at that hour and barely a soul in sight! what with old buildings and stuff...

ok so the aerobics instructor conducting the warm up wasn't persuasive enough on the crowd to join in her kickboxing routine... at least i felt i should do my own warm up just in case i get cramps. phew~ the run started off as walking cos of the big crowd and narrow roads. eventually i persuaded myself to break into a jog and made my way thru the small pocket of ppl here and there. made a leap&bound with WKL for many a distance hurhur... even overtook hdcbre n LKL 2-3times. but my poor neck... the left of it was cramping near the stlog area and i had to walk that stretch... oh well... least there were some chicks in the walking party hahaha~ and after a while i felt better and continued running with my left arm stationary, and back to norm running pattern eventually. goodness this year (prob due to construction works) they placed the turning point at the end of the seletar reservoir! dunno how i did it by i guess i was on form! the ending stretch i ran alongside LKL (erm ya weirdly) and finished together with him at 1h25mins at the end point. gee... y ord personnel bother running with co...

=_= got home by 1030, xbox, sleep, lunch, sleep, out for The Stepford Wives. creepy! but it's still got a fun factor to it... the robo rover was cute~! -ahem- so there i was naughty boy *koff koff*, home by 1.30am... and concus... zzz

so stressful!

it had been so damn stressful these days! wahaha... i practically slept thru tuesday(other than the morning run and afternoon sports), slack the morning away on wednesday(afternoon we're busy rigging up a gpcar), as well as watched End of Days starring Arnold Schwarzenegger

and today... well kinda the busiest day of the week... finally interacted with the foreigners on a more relative scope. for the record, i think they are pretty attitude with us. not sharing stuff they know can u believe that?! dunno if they really know nuts or acting blur or not good at expressing themselves in english??? =_= they are jus so insulting on our professionalism! tho i can't quite say out what they commented about here... -sigh- at least we finished "Tomorrow Never Dies" today jus before lunch. V^_^ but gawd i left after a "ceremonious" dinner in camp at 1845! caught the bus back n erm went out to meet friend... naughty boy tsk tsk... told my parents i went out to "get something from my friend" jus so i can get the car out of the door... kinda pathetic. think i'll wish myself a car sometime soon. -wishes-

another round of outing~!

hrmm the week flew by pretty quickly i must admit... managed to squeeze in meeting ppl still... oh ya n my poor fren G had her hp die on her repeatedly after dropping it... my condolences. i know it's very irritating to have the phone die on u halfway thru sms-ing. =_= ok sori that's my situation... grr...

saturday was dumb. simon had a briefing. k fine, then anthony had briefing. fine. but it dragged till 1pm before i could leave camp n head for home! it's a saturday dammit! by the time i was home it's already 2pm -rants- and i was ahmm... a naughty boy... returned home 1am liao... tio nagging by parental units liao...

ok so today wasn't exceptionally interesting. met Zhu^tOu aka bert in tampines. hrmm he's smaller size than i'd expect a person with that nick to be... hahaha, and then comes the next outing... ok so i picked AsUka^ up, went to town to meet up obie- and somehow by fluke we moved east to pick up CityAngel and ra`ch. so ladida we headed to boat quay The Coffee Connoiseur (so proud i can spell that off hand!) that idiot floor manager claimed the cashier closes at 1130pm, fine. but wtf he said he's got TRANSPORT picking him up at MIDNIGHT so they gonna close before that!? @#$% ok lo then we sat there to chit chat a while till we were (kinda) satisfied and left the place for home. ok at least i made it home before 1am for once hahaha =X

the next 2 weeks will be gruelling! gota be slacking in other ppl's camp! and the bloody fabian had to be clearing leave already?! ... oh well at least i'll be driving tmr morning! ha! gdnite!

what the heck was i busy with?

oh well... it'd been a long weekend... naughty boy have i been keeping _very_ late nights... esp sunday night thanks to a few keen individuals we managed to get out of the chatroom and over to the 24hrs East Coast Park Macdonald's for a cuppa around midnight... in attendance were

1. ra`ch
2. z3n
3. xALmoN`
4. obie
5. yours truly

apparently it's true that xALmoN` does have eyes that resemble vernetta lopez and also reminds me of K, A1's baby brother. as for z3n... well he was just being himself, being quiet and all that. luckily in the presence of z3n and xALmoN` i'm not the odd one out not smoking =X hahaha...

as for tuesday(last night), i got tied up in camp, only had brief dinner in changi v before returning for some training. hrmm for once it was actually something i felt was worth doing... after everyone's happy and satisfied, back to the bunk, brief shower and hit the sack till morning dawns.

today... well today was much ado about nothing again. i was sleepily preparing for a demonstration after lunch to a course we had - of which i realised we over-prepared cos a lot of stuff was truncated dammit! - and then taking some visitors around my place for some official business. thankfully they came with a female colleague; that spruced morale a little. she wasn't exactly that jaw-dropping but at least i didn't go blind gawking at her two attention-seeking... eyes. hehe otherwise the rest of the day was without much government and hence mulling around looking busy. -yawnz-

rest day!

friday night of places i tagged along with a bunch of frens to dbl O for a birthday girl of which i nv met b4 haha... it's pretty fun, for once at least the music ain't retro keke... and no i didn't get awfully drunk. jus abit high but still sober. hehe... so i went left the place by 2am i probably concussed when i reached home...

saturday was yet another relaxing day... another meeting with proper agenda with jason haha shucks seems we'll need to call off the aussie trip! damn ex~ -sigh- gotta make other plans i suppose. den right after popped over to join up with another bunch of ppl in bugis junction. hrmm... apparently somebody else was there at abt that time too. ho hum...

i hope today will be another pleasant day! it's been a super long weekend! happy birthday singapore! erm tmr that is... hrmm shucks. worrisome. p1 today. hahaha =X

peaceful!

yay! peacefully spent the day! my last sb duty! and what's more tmr morning's observance parade, so i'll be in here answering phone calls while the rest do that thingy in the carpark~ hehe V^_^ hey it's not all good u know... i've gotta bear with not being able to go toilet for that period of time! hmf that's agonising! heh tmr same plan, 90% success rate, and off to birthday celebration for somebody i barely (read: don't even) know somewhere out there haha... :P

a day gone without spending cash

okae so i woke up at 9+ this morning. "Why?" you ask. i took half day off for the morning that's why~ in a scheming attempt to get myself in my own comfy bed for at least another night, i sacrificed yesterday afternoon by not going for ½off.

having done that, i was still able to go out last night to meet up with a friend and go shopping in town, plus a road cruise (which i love to go on) to nowhere in particular. then the rebel in me decided to stay up late till 1.30am last night on IRC just because i could do it at home haha...

hrmm on to the stuff i did in camp... most importantly, a sample clearance form! hehe... so i can come home to type it up nicely! also my dumb 3sounds report... 80% of the time I was running around either looking for a computer to use, troubleshooting why that bloody computer was not running properly, getting locked out of account, or trying to get to the document... i think i took close to 3hrs before returning to square one, and back to the initial method of getting the job done. =_= @#$% and i barely took 20-30mins to finish what i wanted to do!!! at least i managed to zoom out of camp by 1805 hehe...

time is of essential importance to me obviously.

oh yeah i also had the laptop set up such that i can access the laptop from the bathroom in future. -eek- haha but wonder if i can do it without mess. it'll be fun if i can do it! crazy but fun!

my days are numbered~~~

You have a total of 76 days left for his National Service.
This record is updated on 28-Jul-2004.

muahaha the above i jus took from miw.com.sg so shiok! left a TWO DIGIT number before i ORD! -evil- =X

*throws confetti*

lost my virginity! and secrets revealed!

muahaha... goodness my 2nd last duty and i got called out for a "3sound"... =_= merely went to say hi and i was on my way back before i knew it! wtf right... dunno why it's always that location... sekali is MSG Eric or TLC put one wahahaha...

goodness whole evening damn busy making phone calls... @#$%... barely had a shower just only! hrmm but the creamy chicken linguine was nice still... thanks kevin! hehe...

oh ya... about that A2 thing? i really sms the lady and she admitted hurhurhur... my guess was correct and i'm the 1st to find out actually! wahahaha -gossips- hrmm okae at least i nv mention these ppl out in the open right? keke... apparently it's been for a short while, and well... erm... Echo isn't exactly on very good terms with A2 cos they'd quarrel easily... tsk tsk fresh couples on fire indeed... lucky i didn't play lightbulb going to watch the fireworks with them at the esplanade on sunday! still feeling damn excited this juicy news -evil laughter-

gossipy gossip!

haha ok let's name my this friend A2 - apparently there was A1 but let's not go back to talking about A1 all the time again- and i'd jus watched i, Robot with her and boy was it exciting! what followed was a quick dinner (roti john not very nice at zion hawker center... yuk) and i'd sent her over to meet Echo, which i know anyway. they were headed down to watch the fireworks along the river or something.

ok enough of the banter anyway on to the main gossip. i been suspecting for a very long time... a few months perhaps?... that A2 is dating Echo. of which i'd question why they being secretive if they really are? that, or i'm jus being typically full of imagination haha... i mean not like i'd feel extra if they were really together... just why the secrecy(if it were true)? ya fine A2 was with Sierra before. but that's gone liao ma... then i also figure me feeling kinda like a lightbulb going out with her haha... she'd mention "somebody" dun like this and that arrangements... her parents? or somebody special? hehe we didn't go out for a skating session cos of this person hurhur... not that i would really mind. just looking to her for company i guess.

on to a separate issue, A3, my other friend, of such coincidence sms-ed me while i was outside a lavatory waiting for my friend A2, and said hi cos she saw me there, and so happen she's there with her bf. hihi so qiao... yuh she's got her own set of problems too but dun think i should gossip about her stuff here so let's leave it at that. haha ok enough of gossip for today!