Monday, March 15, 2004

daddy's birthday~~

hrmm losing interest haha... shucks i bought the xbox 3days ago! it came with 5 games and +1 controller, for $390! best buy... keke... it seems i wanted to buy it to numb myself perhaps, to keep myself occupied n tinking too much. ironically it was sam tt i'd asked help me buy from e IT Show @ suntec. gawd wad was i tinking buying that piece of toy... somemore after that $200 blades?!
 
okae to the main topic of the day. daddy's bdae, we went a rest. in grand plaza park royal for lunch. the lunch was pretty tasty... tho... =_= they repeatedly asked y amelia dear didn't come along... can't blame her. since i didn't inform her about the event. abit sick of her getting pissed... but my heart aches n depressed. hope i aint gona breakdown soon. no point with tears. no pitys. she just don't wanna see me that often anymore.
 
it's torturious... to act like a FUCKer... friendly understanding caring kind, can't i act like i don't mind? it's painful but she'll kick up a fuss if i kick one up... or her friends are more impt? come to think of it i nv did have a life much since young... my frens got their own frens... o_O
 
happy birthday dad...

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